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1. [Shutter Speed] Sat, Jan. 28, 2012
   

   Currently bogged down with Immunology — thank the stars for Youtube!

   (Source: julieyumi)

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2. [summer stars / lightning bolts] Mon, Jan. 23, 2012

   Another thing people want to know is which one I loved the most. Jordan or Tyler? To answer that—- or to even think about it—- would cheapen what we went through, as if those three months were nothing but a contest of affections. Love is a tricky thing, anyway; Titania of the Seelie said it was downfall, but the twisted thing who is her sister, who is the Queen of Air and Darkness, told me it was grace. Maybe if I was wiser and more sophisticated, if I wasn’t just a plain, awkward girl from Dead Grass, Iowa, I would have figured out which one to believe, and maybe that would have made a difference. But Jordan and Tyler deserve more than my regret. They were my autumn. They burst into my life with their colors and their wild dreams. And, when the last leaf fell, they were gone.

   Just finished reading Thea Guanzon’s novel on LiveJournal — I love it. I’ve always been a fan of her works, but this one’s just a whole different level. She really deserves to be published.

   
   ’’Do you see, now, how difficult it would have been to choose? The one who made me happy, or the one who made me feel alive?’’

   
   All her stories make you fall in love and break your heart at the same time.



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