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  1. I MISS YOU

    I want to shout it to the world, I want to scream it to your face. But no, I have to pretend that I don’t. I have to endure being lonely because telling you how much I miss you would mean I’m chasing after you. Chasing after you would push you away. No thrill without the chase, right? So even if every cell in my body wants to tell you I miss you, I have to hold back. That’s just the way it is, something so simple is always made so complicated. I’m sick of this, you know. I’m tired of playing all these games. If I tell you I miss you now, do I lose? If I do, what do you get when you win? And I wonder if I ever cross your mind. Do you miss me too? Do you also agonize over petty things like sending a ”hello” text to me? I want to know if this time apart is also breaking you as much as it is killing me.

    #stupidrant #mightselfdestructlater #ugh



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